没有人喜欢我，就把我当作你们开心不开心的发泄物

hey.back.
long time didn't write my blog here
and next week my aunt is going back to m'sia
so miss her,she wants to give us money and we didn't take her money
because she gave us 50dollars,so much.so we don't want to take that.
sorry...nothing to say
just bad mood!
我真的很烦！很烦！
然后不可以告诉别人，只好放在心上

不开心

来拉。又来拉。
哈觉得很好笑。习惯了。
顺其之然。要回马来西亚就回
不要威胁我们。我们有改变，你们也要有改变。
不是你们给我们钱就对，是因为你们要生我们。要负起责任。
那就不要做爱。我们都是很可怜的中间人。
我的大姐是在中间，我的二姐在旁边，我就在于她们的旁边
好笑。很＇可爱＇的家人。
我们都累了。真的。
如果，都不开心。那就回马来西亚。会比以前开心。
我很想回到过去

19/9/2009-reflection:(

19/9/2009
Yesterday i just graduate from language school.First time i went to school,I saw many people with different faces and language,include-china, Korea, Vietnam, Malaysia(but only 2)Indonesia(only two too), Taiwan and another country that i don't know.:)
First time,i went to my class and saw a very friendly and says hi to me, that is Alice.She is very kind to me and i like her so much. I knew my friends-Vickie,Briana,QianWen,James,Benjamin,Junki,Alexander,Jihye,Charlotte and more than more.They are my classmates too...They all is came from Korea and China.I met and best friends!Jessica and Michelle.They are sisters.We took our break and lunch together and laugh together.This is friends called.
In my two term, I met my new friends-Sarah,Eric,Rocky(not really know him),Davin,Germaine, Joey,Amy,Mariam,Wei and Jai(not really know him well too)and Paul from different class never talked in school but we talked in qq only.
In this term,I felt happy with my new friends.My friends said i am funny and cute:0
But i don't think so,because i just trying make me and my friends happy.Then enough:(
But maybe they i am annoying too.We sang together we talked together with louder voice.very happy.!We have our lovely teacher with us-Mr.Moore and Mr.Bibby.They are very interesting.I learn many thing from them in this term and last term.Especially, in this term because i same class with Jessica and Michelle.They are kind to teach me how to do math and i feel very very annoying with math.Sometimes,i cried they make me happy and something:)Of course,when they are unhappy,I made them happy too..But no more:)
We laugh together,We talked together,We listen song together,We cry together,We sang together...
Tomorrow my sister will bring my aunt go to Victoria Market,but I don't want to go
I just want to stay at home without voice and do something I like.
I really feel upset because yesterday is my last day of BELS. But we will hangout together.
and talked together next time.
Wait ya.Miss ya!Bye.
Crying:(

18/9/2009
last time of BELS. i cried because time gone so fast
i cried can't see my friends anymore.i will miss you all:)
Before school, we played game with Mr.Bibby.He is our teacher with science,IT and Eng2.He is very young and handsome:)Someone likes him.Have a guess!
Next term,i am going to year 1o because year9no more places to me, so i forced to go year ten.
i choose drama for myself.If that bored to me,i can change.But i like drama,so i choose this:)
Suddenly,i want to go back Malaysia and visit my aunt and uncle and friends in Malaysia.
I don't know why?i feel very bored with my parent. Maybe I think too much or i doesn't like them!But I knew they give me money,so i should to talk with them and...But I can't!I don't know why...
Oh.i nearly forget.If you come to me is a nice song..really nice!LOL
i like this song so much.i don't know how to put video.if not.i will post here:)
i heard lot of new song and old song.full of meaning.:)right?grammar right?haha
trying to improve my English and speak too..
I need to buy my uniform,but very expensive:)how?who want to borrow money?
2more weeks, my aunt is going back to Malaysia and my parent going back to Malaysia too
Start my school too.like many thing want to happen in after 2weeks.
I don't want to waste my money from now.i want to buy plane ticket to go back my own country and my own place!but is a dangerous place.
My parent decided buy a new computer to my sister...My sister's old computer gives to me.
But my younger bro feel sad,because he can't play computer and chatting with his baby sitter:(
But i can borrow my computer if i don't using it.But i didn't tell him,because if I can't do with this promise,he will more upset.
Glen Waverley Secondary College i am COMING!nervous and scared!
Jessica,Michelle,Sarah,Eric!so happy to met u all.good luck and all the best!
I will miss u all and remember me ya!Don't forget me!and just remember handsome guy
But i know u all wont be like tat and treat me like tat..
Okay!My sleep time.
See you all:)

today is 14/9/2009!i went to GWSC for a test!I went there by a bus.I scared because i go out alone,my sister went to class so she didn't go with me and my sister's exam is coming on Monday!Good luck to her then:):)My daddy is cooking Bak Kut Teh now!Smell good!i miss it in Malaysia. Today i went to school at last two period,because we need to perfume advertisement with Davin and Monica:). We done a good job as well:)This is my last week in BELS.I miss my friends.I came from Malaysia not China.My teacher think i am come from China.But i'm NOT!Maybe i look China girl.But i not pretty so i don't know why they said i come from China!Wondering.LOL
Later my uncle going back to Malaysia! He is become older and older now,because he care me when I was a baby!He likes to smoke,he is my good and kind uncle:),and he has a kind wife:)The kind wife is my aunt.I like them so much!My uncle is going back now,so ...How to say?Hmm...
He likes to eat strawberry and he is cute!HE IS CUTE!Two more weeks,my aunt is going back too...
Time is gone so fast,Can u stops for me?TIME!When i was small,My uncle hug me everyday too and now ...I am too fat!
I feel annoyed with my homeworkI scared I can't go to GWSC.argh!!!!
Bless me then:)Bless me then:(
Now is spring:DBut i cannot feel Spring because cold also:P
Wish my uncle good healthy and have a long life!Bye-bye uncle.:)See you!But i don't know when i can meet you again!,Maybe next year,u must come and see me ya!
I almost forgot.I went to Philip Island on Saturday!We took alot pic!See!I saw penguin also:)We went to beach :)

今天是我很倒霉的一天因为跌倒还有被我的家人说
还有。。我扭到我的脚两次。我的心情很差今天
星期一要考试！伤风了好像要生病了
明天可能出去玩。。不是很高兴
因为跟不对的人出去玩。
再见。没有心情写

shit!

monday test test test!
bored!bored!bored!
hate!hate!hate!
shit!shit!shit!
give up!give up!give up!
family family!family!
friends!friends!friends!
homework!homework!homework!
and everything
bored!---:(

My GOOD mother

Tomorrow i am going to GWSC!a bit nervous!talk rubbish and broken English tomorrow
I hate my parent!no computer!i hate!i hate!i hate!
No more friends in my mind!because i hate my friends who in front of me!anyone!
no computer!no computer!no LIFE!
My sister knew my blog already!so,I can't talk her bad word here!LOL
My brother is so polite to me!I 'LOVE' him so much because he is too polite too me!
Yesterday,i slept early but today i woke up late also,maybe now i can't post my blog because my 'GOOD' mother want to play computer and watch movie!Early in the morning don't want to play and want to play computer at night!find something to do!want argue with me?i won't!
Don't wanna to find chance to scold me!

yeah! i received the letter from Glen Waverley Secondary College!I feel happy,because i GOING to starting my real life!cool!But scared English,Because i have no friends.but i think i can meets nice Asian friend!God bless me...2 more weeks, i need to say bye-bye to my friends who in Blackburn English Language School...Erm.After last weeks,i feel unhappy and annoying..Why?i also don't know what happen to me?Maybe i annoying about family and friends and love and everything.MAYBE my friends i am annoying too,Because i told my friends all about love and family.She thinks i am annoying too...Because i think she is my best friend.But now,no friends anymore!On Wednesday i going to GWSC to interview or something..lol.pretty cool!
Lalalala!I going lorr..don't jealous at me!My friends.i hope i can find my real and best friend...
Friend-be my friend!!!
Love-be my friend too!because i knew me and him is impossible.
Family-i just hope my sisters don't leave me alone!And bored with my parent.we need to follow their weather...following their good mood or bad mood!No one is my real mood infront of them!pretty Sohai!
Tomorrow starting school again!So fast!i almost forgot what i done in this weekend!I want to watch drama everyday.I want to play computer without argue!okay?

erm..saturday again.
i hope i can enjoy my holiday!
Glen Waverley secondary aredi sent me letters.i feel nervous and happy
nervous:I scared nobody want to be my friends,Happy-because i going to start my high school life
Don't know why?Jessica!Give me your blog!
Nothing to write now,because i am having my bad mood now!

no friends anymore

Jessica,be happy!don't let people see your shit face,because it shows your face not pretty.
ok?u r pretty too.not only Michelle,u two are so pretty!i jealous lo
erm...you!everyday let me see your annoy face,like so many thing want to thinks
what thing do u want to thinK?I can't think of that!erm.maybe a boy friends or something?
or study?family?maybe that is what i thinking.
no boy friends,no friends,no study,no family.no 1...no one likes me.!
i feel bored with everything.bored!y everything make me bored!make me hate!and I like!
My brother fail his exam paper again!I wish him good luck next tim
This is your paper,don't try to blame people..That is your fault!
Now i less time to play computer,because my family want to watch movie.That is my lovely aunt and uncle!i like them so much!I am so emo now!i don't know why?just feel like want to cry but no one want to help me,because i have no friends!NO FRIENDS ANYMORE IN MY MIND.why?
I also don't know.Maybe i don't need friends.But sometimes,i easily to jealous when my friends talk with other people,because i felt i am alone!
But i think its ok,because i have my 2 sisters...Really!
i want to give up you!but i can't.because u keep in my mind!
it's time to sleep!bye..

erm..nothing to say also.
i am very bored today!because i cried again because of maths again
tomorrow i have science and i hate science also...
when u offline i miss you,when u online i hate you
bye!no mood today because of you.you.YOU!

boring day!stop to thinking of him.
that's all!